XxLady-CarnagexX

I dont want this account anymore, mainly because its just so inactive and cluttered with shit here and there, and i cant purchase anything on this account.  
I made a report like... 2 years ago, still nothing.

So, i might possibly move to a different account.

Btw, decided to Revamp Nathan a bit. Since arrogant twats think he relates heavily to Ticci Toby and Jeff the killer.

Which he is completely different in so many ways.

But uh, yeah.
If you want to see NSFW and furry shit in the meantime.
( most of it is anthro art, but every once and a while i post human versions, might be more often.)

Then you want my Facebook name.

Brunhilda Alberte.

Anyways,  hope you guys forgive me for the NSFW I've had to turn to in order to maintain a little cash.

Heres the deal.

I know rn im toxic af.

I dont mean to be. Lotta shit going on.

I cant be myself because im still scared of how my parents will think of me.
Im bisexual.
And just sort of in a tight spot rn.

Heres the deal.

I know rn im toxic af.

I dont mean to be. Lotta shit going on.

I cant be myself because im still scared of how my parents will think of me.
Im bisexual.
And just sort of in a tight spot rn.

Here i am after so long.

Unfortunately.  No good news..
I was informed today that i lost two people.
My cousins, son. And her fiance.  
I loved her son, he was sweet..
Only 4 years old.

From what i was told it was a house fire..

I dont know how much more i can take.

Its been quite a while.
I dont know if anyone will read this. I guess i just wanted to give an update and say im still alive..

This year has started off.. extremely rough...
I recently lost my grandad.
And two loving elderly women that were like family to me.
In just less than a month..
I know they were all sick. Suffering and hurting.  
But its just so hard to accept.
Ive become more suicidal, im trying to look at positives.
But its so damn hard when you lose people so close to you.

It all happened so fast.
I havent fully grasped it.
I feel like its not real. But i know better. I know it is.
Family isnt doing so great.
So much stress and anxiety has been laid out.

Im sorry to everyone for being gone for so long.
For not responding to people.
For taking so long on art.
But i can barely find motivation to get up anymore.

I just hope it gets better soon.